I don't feel genuine interest of guidance from my supervisor. However, it is not for me to put the blame on the supervisor, perhaps I have expected too much of them.

I just couldn't help but comparing my supervisor and other supervisor in terms of their continuous support. May be I need come to a realization that, I'm entirely on my own in my topical studies, and the supervisor  and advisor only provide minimal assistance. I should not depend on their assistance.

It hurts me, whilst I felt overwhelmed, trying to cope with the work loads of topical studies that entirely took my time, even my studio time, that the supervisor do not even bother to reply the emails.

It hurts.

But I need to stop complaining, and start working things out with better time management.