I dont give a damn about what you think about me,

because I don't.

I don't know what I want.

This is depressing.

It's perfectly fine to be wrong.
Take risk.
Just do it.
Do it well.
and if in any case, you failed, then improve!

JIAYOU!! :):):)

They said  if you don't wanna be an arachitect, then why do you care about the grade? I guess.. kiasu-ism? or the fear to fail? OMG! :(