cowardly me stayed inside my comfort zone.

I figured since I've gone this far, I might as well just turn back and keep going.

- Forrest Gump

but of course when we aim for success, we often perform averagely

#phailed

Does being crazy makes us idiotic?

Crazy is fun.

and who are the others to judge you?

You live for you.

My mind translates things in a different way

I understand "I don't know how to..." as "I am too lazy and have no intention of learning..."

May be pessimistic you call it.

There's no right or wrong

Why does all motivational books despise mediocrity? 

Does being successful makes us genuinely happy? 

How do we define success?

Is it being successful at work?

Or merely having a blissful life?

But can job accomplishments coexist the latter?

Everybody has a different scale and view towards their desires.

There's no right or wrong.

Chase your dream

walk with your dream
and work on your dream.

You are what you think, hence you can do what you want to do.

Sometimes

you need to lie to your heart and tell her that you're happy.

Sometimes you need to bear all the pain and be strong.

but sometimes a little tears wouldn't do harm but enlighten your sorrow.

I PROMISE

• I will never skip any class from now on., in fact I'll come on time.
• Never whine on busy schedule, but try my best to accomplish my responsibility.
• I will do my best with my heart, sincerely.

and I am grateful for what I have, especially friends and family who are there for me. Thank you.

This semester I have been very irresponsible.

Using college projects and assignments as my excuse to skip classes.

I wasn't being serious at all with my studies.

I was too proud to learn.

Hence, I'm falling behind.

and I'm failing myself.