Nobody owes you anything. Yeah. Remember that.

I know I need to back off a little.

I want to keep away from these.

Lesson Learnt I:

Never compromise quality for profit.

What do you think

I realized

I need an hour or so to settle down.

When you're a student

you need to explore
challenge your limit of imagination
and do something that is exciting!

School is where you learn from the process,
not to come out with a perfect scheme.

Why care about marks?
It's what you like that matters.

You must to learn to justify your design
and that is the ultimate goal.

People always tell me,

Pey Sien,
one day you can open your own shop selling crafts...
or
One day, you can do be a photographer...
I've always been wanting to do one of that but, I didn't.
One, lack of initiative.
Two, lack of skill.
Three, lack of business mind.

EXCUSES

Discipline

Discipline. Discipline. Discipline.

耿耿于怀

今天和友人吃东西

有一男人向前募捐

他出示了各种证件与照片

非常诚恳也很努力的说服我

无奈我不受打动

提出我想亲自参观该院 并索取了地址与电话

他恼羞成怒 说出很多人都许下从未实现的诺言

我心中明白只有亲眼看见我才能相信

毕竟世界上虚伪的人太多了

然而从我的友人眼神中

流露出对该男人的信任

却因为我的质疑 他也没有掏出钱包

他说只是小钱 不太介意

让我怀疑自己是不是太斤斤计较

这件事情让我一直耿耿于怀

事后向 友人乙 陈述事情的来龙去脉

友人乙解剖说 

每个人的心中都有一把尺

有时候不要太过于打量别人

如果在你能力所及的， 捐区区几块钱又怎样

就好像你看到一个断手断脚的人

背后有个集团在操控

你捐了十块

那他回去交差会不会更好过呢

其实那把尺 自己要好好利用

如何量就看自己

不过参观的事已经决定了

嗯

I can only have myself to blame at.

So because I think I've grew

I became timid?

I'm so gonna write a letter to my dad!

How old are you sir!

I guess I never grow up

For every time I thought I've grew an inch, then I'm brought back realizing that I' m still very much childish. My mindset still stop at teenagers. Guess only books would widen my knowledge, only falls could take me higher, and only through mistake that I would learn. Deadline. The concept of time is so crucial that it is reiterated every time in class, yet I was ignorant enough to delay my tasks; to bask in the sort of free time that wasn't mine, dilly dallying, rather late then producing a bad quality work. But I could have started early and be finished on time. I'm plain stupid. I know.

原來我也會害怕

現在九時二十八分，我獨自坐在設計工作室裏忽然感覺有一絲的不安。本來享受著自己的寧靜。但在這個混雜的城市内，人心叵測，連走在路上也要提心吊膽。即使現在處於一個完全封閉的室内，也會害怕有陌生人闖進來把我殺人滅口。可能，我有點害怕孤單。

這個 sem 總是心不在焉，做事往往事倍功半。干!

Mistake

The worst decision I've ever made, how foolish.
But I'll learn from it, go through it and live with it.

But oh well

let it be.

On a hindsight

I'm so stupid!

Words of the day

When you hit your invisible wall, don't get demotivated.
Just side step the wall, climb over the wall, or if you're clever enough
just open the door and walk through it.

You'll be just fine. ;)

Yes

It must be avoided at all cost.

Seriously

I'm not ready to jump nor fall in love.

cowardly me stayed inside my comfort zone.

I figured since I've gone this far, I might as well just turn back and keep going.

- Forrest Gump

but of course when we aim for success, we often perform averagely

#phailed

Does being crazy makes us idiotic?

Crazy is fun.

and who are the others to judge you?

You live for you.

My mind translates things in a different way

I understand "I don't know how to..." as "I am too lazy and have no intention of learning..."

May be pessimistic you call it.

There's no right or wrong

Why does all motivational books despise mediocrity? 

Does being successful makes us genuinely happy? 

How do we define success?

Is it being successful at work?

Or merely having a blissful life?

But can job accomplishments coexist the latter?

Everybody has a different scale and view towards their desires.

There's no right or wrong.

Chase your dream

walk with your dream
and work on your dream.

You are what you think, hence you can do what you want to do.

Sometimes

you need to lie to your heart and tell her that you're happy.

Sometimes you need to bear all the pain and be strong.

but sometimes a little tears wouldn't do harm but enlighten your sorrow.

I PROMISE

• I will never skip any class from now on., in fact I'll come on time.
• Never whine on busy schedule, but try my best to accomplish my responsibility.
• I will do my best with my heart, sincerely.

and I am grateful for what I have, especially friends and family who are there for me. Thank you.

This semester I have been very irresponsible.

Using college projects and assignments as my excuse to skip classes.

I wasn't being serious at all with my studies.

I was too proud to learn.

Hence, I'm falling behind.

and I'm failing myself.