I guess I never grow up

For every time I thought I've grew an inch, then I'm brought back realizing that I' m still very much childish. My mindset still stop at teenagers. Guess only books would widen my knowledge, only falls could take me higher, and only through mistake that I would learn. Deadline. The concept of time is so crucial that it is reiterated every time in class, yet I was ignorant enough to delay my tasks; to bask in the sort of free time that wasn't mine, dilly dallying, rather late then producing a bad quality work. But I could have started early and be finished on time. I'm plain stupid. I know.