I don't know what I want.

This is depressing.

It's perfectly fine to be wrong.
Take risk.
Just do it.
Do it well.
and if in any case, you failed, then improve!

JIAYOU!! :):):)

They said  if you don't wanna be an arachitect, then why do you care about the grade? I guess.. kiasu-ism? or the fear to fail? OMG! :(

Somebody should write a book on how to keep on chasing time and still feel motivated.

I don't feel like this, anymore. FUCKING ASSSHOLEEEEEEEE

  我不要被你影响

I will be better than you, eventually.

I know I can do better,

I can nail things down no matter how tough it seems,

I will not back off,

and I can handle this.